So, i was supposed 2 play piano for 2 songs: my valentine n for you(samsons) But then Miss Anna, who has been my vocal teacher for 3 weeks (yes, i just entered last month) called me to sing My Valentine in front of the crowd!! N.B: i'm the cptrs who sang brbrbrbrbrbrbr in Febe's post.. That very moment i wanted 2 cryyyy and screamm 'NO! i can't sing!'..but, of course, i couldn't.. so, i just tried to sing my best. the beginning was rough, coz it's too low, but middle and ending was fine and i sang all-out. Gaaaah, my hands were shaking.. apparently, i didn't know the fun part just began.. and that is: to see everyone's reaction and receiving praises. . . no wonder many people love singing soo much.
my piano teacher, Ever, who has been curious to hear my voice, was astonished. . (at least that's wot i think. or maybee he's just dazing. . hahahahahha. . well, just take the positive one) i looooove that face of his. another teacher (i dunno her name) said my voice was great and i'm ready to join the band class. . Fiuuuuh. . ,i was relieved coz i thought i screwed it up. i kinda see this as God's way. . i remember in grade school, i joined church choir. the coach never looked at me, she never praised my voice or sumthin (not even talked to me). . my friends' voices were better. i was like an invisible girl. She would praised everyone but me. One night i prayed and pleaded to Father. . i wanted a great voice, which i could be proud of. . which HE could be proud of. . but then i never sang again. . my mom always forced me to sing, the church music instrutor gave me chances to sing, my previous vocal teacher told me to sing in public. And i turned them all down. . Until today. i realized HE has granted my wish long time ago. i just didn't see it. i didn't use it.
Well, i'm happy now. maybe i'll use this voice to be singer at my church. . wakwkwkwkkwkwkwk............... brbrbrbbrbrbrbrbr............... twinkletwinkle little star....
